I SQUIRT, AND IT’S BEAUTIFUL

When I first started having sex, I loved it. I couldn’t understand what everyone was on about when they said sex was awkward, uncomfortable and painful the first time. I took to it like a duck to water and I wanted more. All the time.

My first boyfriend was incredibly horny, however, he’d spent a lot of time with girls who didn’t fuck, because he was part of a fundamentalist church group. He was constantly gagging for sex, but he wasn’t very good at it. He’d only ever watched porn, so he thought women took it up the arse fairly casually, and also he’d masturbated so much due to years of blue balls that he could barely have sex anymore. He was married to his hand.

Despite his addiction to porn and (the idea of) sex, my first boyfriend was very taken aback when, during foreplay, I had my first orgasm with him. He was using his hands, and I was very in tune with my erogenous zones, having masturbated the minute my body gave signs of being sexual; so when I squirted at the point of climax, he jumped back in disgust. “You’ve wet yourself!” he cried. No, I had just had an orgasm and he’d just ruined my post-cum buzz.

You see, he’d seen it in porn, but he was taught that sex was for the man’s enjoyment, and women who loved sex as much as I did, were evil. He refused to believe I’d enjoyed foreplay so much I’d ejaculated, so he told me to “clean that mess up and don’t do that again.”

We eventually broke up, mainly because he didn’t have a job and refused to move past the dark ages in terms of equal rights and generally being a decent human, but for years after that, I would get embarrassed around new partners and try to hold my orgasms in.

7524062_f5827bb95aWhen I masturbated, I was happy to let my juices flow. I would relax into my pillow, arch my back and massage myself until I released all of the day’s tensions. Then a friend bought me a vibrator ‘as a joke’. I kept it in my drawer for a while, curious, but not quite ready to use it, telling myself I preferred the real thing. Then one night, after a few champagnes, I took it out of the drawer. I started by teasing my clitoris, then rubbed it against the outer lips of my pussy. It drove me crazy. I had to have it inside me. I pushed it hard and deep inside, pumping it in and out until I came with the most explosive orgasm I’d ever had. My sheets were saturated and I was spent.

Around that time, I met a guy who wanted a casual fling, and so did I. One night we were up late, drinking, talking and listening to music, and he revealed he’d been branded ‘Magic Hands’ by his previous girlfriend. Intrigued, I asked him to demonstrate. He lifted me onto his lap, and put his hand inside my underwear. He stroked my freshly waxed skin and circled my clit. It was ok, but I wouldn’t say ‘magic’. And then BAM. He crossed his fingers, plunged them inside me and started rotating his wrist. Oh my god. His knuckles were grinding against my g-spot and every other spot I had. I was going to cum.

“Stop!” I yelped.

“Why?” he questioned. He was so hard, he was almost busting out of his jeans.

“Because I’m going to squirt!”

He ground harder and deeper, using his thumb to massage my clit and grabbed my breast with his free hand. I came. All over him.

“That,” he growled. “Was fucking amazing. That was the hottest thing I have ever seen. I am covered in your orgasm and it is beautiful.”

We looked at each other and started to laugh. It was beautiful. I lay against him and we spent the rest of the night laughing, talking about life, and feeling close to one another.

That was our only night together, but after that, I felt no shame in having beautiful, messy orgasms; and if a man was uncomfortable about my sensuality, he didn’t get to play with me again.

I believe, if we explore and understand our bodies, we will enjoy sex more. And if our partner won’t let us express our sexual freedom (provided that freedom isn’t taking liberties at the expense of their partner’s feelings or safety), we need to find a partner who will. And they’re out there; probably waiting for us…

By Deborah Bennett

HARD ROCK

Looking out across the sweaty crowd swaying in unison, she plucked her guitar, swinging her hair out of her face, and strummed the last chord of the band’s biggest hit. She was gagging to get off the stage and drink a beer. The drunken crowd cheering for another encore wasn’t energising her tonight. Backstage Pass had been on the road for 18 months. Cassie was ready to go home.

The band stumbled off the stage into the passageway which led to the greenroom. Cassie pushed past the pouty, short skirted girls lining the walls, waiting for one of the guys to invite them to the after party. Being the only female in a successful band had its drawbacks; there were rarely any male groupies to play with. Occasionally one would gather the courage to come and play but they were always disappointing.

The girls who threw themselves at the three guys in the band were eager to please, ready to tease and were incredibly sexy. The guys were full of bravado and promises to ‘take her places she’s never been’. ‘Believe me,’ she’d tell them. ‘I’ve been there before.’ But still, they’d try to dominate, fuck her like a jackhammer until she’d fake an orgasm, then fall asleep. All she wanted was a man who would let her lead.

Rowdy and ready to party, the rest of the band were hyped after the last gig of the tour and, as soon as they were safely in the backstage bar and security were scarce, pulled out the party supplies and shouted to the bar tender to line up the tequilas.

The rule was that the first drink was band only. They’d cheers, congratulate each other and then bring in the crew and the groupies. Cassie could drink as well as any of the guys; she’d been on the road as a muso since she was 17. Now 28, she was a seasoned drinker, guitarist in one of the world’s most famous rock outfits and she could party harder than any of the great rockers. Tonight, though, she wanted to play.

“Come on, Cass!” Dean the drummer drawled with a smoke hanging out of his mouth. “I got us that Absinthe you love!”

Cassie was never one to turn down Absinthe, so she didn’t. The alcohol took effect immediately and she felt warm, relaxed and unbelievably horny.

The doors opened and the crew flooded in grabbing beers from the bar and making the place look untidy. Bless them, Cassie thought. They work so hard. There were always enough drinks and playmates to go around so they never missed out.

Her thoughts were interrupted by the flood of females who came giggling into the room. Let the debauchery begin, she thought.

The guys and girls circled each other and Cassie stood back amused, wondering who was chasing who. She wasn’t adverse to groupies. In fact, she’d been known to have some amazingly hot nights with backstage girls. They made the usual male groupies seem bland in comparison. Besides, sometimes she had a craving for pussy. She loved the taste of a girl on her lips and she loved women’s bodies. Tonight, though, she felt like cock.

She scanned the room. Mitch, the singer already had two women. He was kissing a blonde who was sitting in his lap. He had his hand in her blouse; she had magnificent tits and Mitch seemed to be enjoying them too. The other woman, a redhead, was sitting at his feet running her hands up and down his legs, salivating at his growing hard on and waiting for her turn at his lips.

Max, the bassist, was at the bar, drink in hand; looking sour. Max had recently married his high school sweetheart and when he was on tour, had to field an onslaught of calls and messages from her, asking him what was going on, accusing him of lying about it and daring him to do it anyway. Cassie felt for him. He was entirely faithful but the newlywed was being driven towards the hungry women surrounding him because, well, he was already on trial, he may as well commit the crime.

A shapely brunette shyly stood next to Max and ordered a vodka and soda. She turned and smiled at him. She looked slightly uncomfortable, as if she didn’t want to be there either – probably friends or with or the sister of one of the girls who was currently competing to take a souvenir from the number one band in the country. Max looked quite pleased to have the company and the two slipped easily into conversation. Cassie smiled. They’re totally going to fuck tonight.

Off to the side of the backstage bar was a room with a curtain drawn. They were pretty common in venues like this one; an orgy room and, frankly, the best place to be if you didn’t want to make polite conversation with anyone. Cassie didn’t want to make conversation so she headed into the curtained room and found a quiet spot to drink.

The party hadn’t wasted any time. There were already people in the curtained room.

The party hadn’t wasted any time. There were already people in the curtained room.

The room was decorated in different shades of red and black and had lounge chairs and tables. There were bottles of champagne, platters of food, and sex.

The party hadn’t wasted any time and there were already people in there. Cassie sat and watched as two girls kissed and undressed each other for Dean’s enjoyment. He looked over and winked at her, then turned back to the girls. Cassie was just one of the boys to them. She liked it that way. They didn’t curb any of their behaviour for her.

One of the girls, with raven black hair, sat in Dean’s lap as a tall blonde knelt in front of her, lifted her skirt and started to lick her soft, wet pussy. Cassie watched as the Dean played with her clitoris while the blonde licked his fingers. Her long legs spread, revealing her naked cunt which was getting wetter the more she enjoyed her meal. Cassie was tempted to sneak up behind her and devour her delicious looking cunt.

“You like to watch?” a male voice growled beside her.

Oh god, here we go, she thought. Another wanker wants to show me how it’s done.

“Why, don’t you?” she mused.

The man moved around in front of her. He had beautiful dark skin, dark eyes and thick black hair. He seemed unfazed by the sex quickly filling the room. The band had a reputation for wild post show sex parties, but this man seemed entirely focused on Cassie.

“I’d like whatever you want me to like,” he said, kneeling down in front of her. “You were incredible on stage and I’d like you to be my Queen tonight.”

Cassie felt a rush of arousal. She slowly lifted her leg, putting her spike heel onto his shoulder. He kept his head down, despite her parted legs revealing black lace panties. Tilting his chin with her toe so he looked at her, she purred, “Will you worship me?”

“Yes,” he said earnestly.

She leaned forward in her lounge chair, pushing her tingling cunt toward his face. He took a deep breath but didn’t move. She moved closer until his lips were touching the soft lace next to her freshly waxed skin. She felt his quivering breath on her. She could have orgasmed in that moment. Finally, she thought. I’ve found a plaything.

Cassie moved her finger into her panties and deep inside herself. Sliding out her wet finger, she ran it over her toy’s lips. He licked his lips but sat still; obedient.

“Do you want more?” she demanded.

“I want all of you, my Queen.”

“Make me cum,” she commanded, slipping her miniskirt up and her underwear down.

Her slave didn’t waste any time, pulling her legs toward him and burying his face between her legs. Hungrily, he licked and sucked her as she writhed with pleasure. Wetting one finger, he found the right spot and she arched her back, ready to orgasm. Sensing her build to climax, he slid in a second finger, crossing them and letting his knuckles go to work on her g-spot. She was in heaven. Just as she was about to explode, he heightened the intensity by nibbling her clitoris. She came hard in his mouth and he devoured her pleasure.

Leaning up to kiss her, his strong, muscular body surrounded her and she melted into him. The taste of her orgasm filled their mouths as their tongues danced together.

She was suddenly aware she was being watched. The two girls who had been playing with Dean had moved closer to them, leaving Dean to tend to a different girl who was giving him a lap dance.

The girls were naked. Their beautiful bodies looked even sexier in the dim light of the curtained room. Without words, they approached Cassie, taking off her top and bra, then turning to the man and removing his clothes to reveal the sexiest torso she’d ever seen.

“Lay down,” she instructed the man.

Obediently, he lay on the floor, naked and hard.

“Please him,” she told the girls who nodded and began to share his cock. He groaned. The girls ran their tongues up and down his shaft, kissing each other and enjoying his massive hard on. One stroked and licked his balls while the other took the length of him in her mouth. As they took turns to slide him between their tits, Cassie ran her breasts across his face and into his mouth. His tongue danced across her skin and his strong hands kneaded them gently, his thumbs teasing her nipples playfully.

Straddling his body, Cassie moved down towards his cock. The girls turned their attention to her now.

Taking one breast each, they licked and played. Cassie took her toy’s erection and guided it inside her. He gasped but she warned him. “Don’t cum until I’m ready.”

The girls were on either side of her so Cassie slid a finger from each hand into both girls, fucking them with her hands in time with the thrusts up and down his cock.

He closed his eyes and cried out in ecstasy. She stopped. The girls whined and begged her to keep going.

“Watch us,” she commanded. “I am your Queen. Worship me with your cock.”

Grinding, thrusting and fucking his cock, he watched as Cassie rode him. The girls took turns kissing her, touching her body and each others’ while they enjoyed her finger fucking them.

Getting close to another climax, Cassie felt powerful and overcome with desire.

“Now!” she cried.

The four erupted in orgasm. The man unleashed his cum inside her and all three women came in unison, their hot cum running down Cassie’s skin and the man’s pulsating cock.

Finally, Cassie had found what she was looking for. To be worshipped, obeyed and fucked.

Kissing each of the girls goodbye, she climbed off the man, winked at him, got dressed and headed past the curtains for another absinthe.

Story by Deborah Bennett

Photos by We are Chasing Rabbits

RACING TO CLIMAX

Shelley wasn’t entirely keen on working this year at the Grand Prix. She’d done a stint years before as a grid girl and that was fun, but since becoming a librarian, she’d stopped all of that and left her lingerie and swimsuit modelling days behind.

But that afternoon, her friend Debbie begged her to fill in as a waitress in the Prestigious Motors corporate box. “It’ll be fun!” Debbie trilled. “There will be really hot guys to flirt with, and you said you needed a little extra cash.”

She was right. Shelley was saving to go to Europe and needed the money. And flirting with guys was always fun, she giggled to herself.

racing-car-549807_640Now here she was, in a short skirt, low cut top and an apron serving drinks to rev heads. It felt just like the days when she was modelling. She felt the men’s eyes crawl up and down her body taking in every curve, every inch of bare skin. She watched them lick their lips as she leaned over to put a beer in front of them, letting them drink in her scent. She loved being wanted, she loved to tease.

The atmosphere was electric. The rev of the engines, the smell of fuel, the buzz of the crowd washed over her and she knew she was going to have some fun. Debbie had looked after her, and put her in the best corporate box with only five people to look after that day.

Debbie and Shelley had been friends since high school and had gotten up to all sorts of mischief together. Their parents had unsuccessfully tried to separate them when they were 19 because of a crazy spa party and an incriminating video; but that’s another story.

Lost in her thoughts, as she often was, Shelley hadn’t noticed the man in front of her until she felt the tea towel she was using to polish glasses being removed from her hands. She looked up into the dark eyes of the stranger in front of her as he slowly pulled the towel from her grip.

“Sorry. Can I borrow this? We’ve had a bit of a spill over there.” His deep voice soaked into her senses and she snapped out of her daydream.

“I’ll come and clean that up,” she smiled.

Dressed in a Prestigious Motors shirt which fit snugly over muscular shoulders; and tailored pants which showed an outline of his quads, Silvia was impressed.

“After you,” he offered, watching her walk away, so she swung her hips to make sure he didn’t miss anything.

The guys at the table were drunk and loud, yelling to be heard over the engines of the Formula One cars on the track beneath them. In between demands for more beer, they slurred names like Rosburg, Magnussen , Alonso; throwing down money for bets and challenging each other to drink more.

Shelley wondered where Debbie was. She said she’d be back with more beer an hour beforehand and the punters were getting thirsty. It didn’t help that they were spilling their beer either.

Shelley cleaned up the spilled lager and headed back to the bar to get another round for the table of rowdy guys.

“Do you want some help?” a voice behind her murmured.

imagesShe turned around and smiled at the man who was drinking in her gorgeous frame. She tossed her long, blonde hair back and looked him up and down. He was strong, powerful and sexy as hell. He was slightly removed from the guys at the table so she figured he must be the owner of the elite car company. She smiled to herself, though, because his name was embroidered on his shirt, which she thought was adorable. Ted, she thought to herself. You are well worth my attention today.

Interrupting her thoughts, a message came through on her phone. At last, Debbie had made contact.

CUM 2 DOWNSTAIRS FRIDGE. NEED U CARRY BEER.

Shelley shuddered at Debbie’s appalling grammar and spelling but welcomed a change of scenery. The Melbourne weather was hot and she was looking forward to cooling off a little.

“I’m fine,” she smiled at Ted. “But if you could man the fort until I get back, that would be awesome. I’m just heading down to the coolroom to get more beer for you guys.”

“Sure,” he grinned. “It’s in good hands.”

Those hands, she thought. God, I’d love to be in those hands!

Downstairs in the portable coolroom, Debbie was flustered. She had been dealing with a Japanese company who’d booked a corporate box and they were driving her insane. “They just want everything I don’t have!” she whined. “And they’ve drunk me out of fucking Asahi!”

Shelley hugged her friend, pulling her firm body against her and stroking her red hair. “I’ll swap with you, if you like, Deb,” she offered.

“Fuck no!” her friend laughed. “I’ve seen the big sexy man up there you get to play with! I wouldn’t take him away from you!”

“Oh my god, Deb. He’s so hot! I don’t know if it’s the vibrations of the car engines or Ted the car man, but I am so horny!”

“Maybe we could both take him, for old time’s sake?” Debbie giggled.

At that moment, the door swung open. Ted walked in, a little startled to see two women in front of him. “Oh, I thought you might need some help carrying stuff,” he muttered. His humility was just as sexy as his confidence.

“I was just leaving,” Debbie said, hurrying out the door, smiling cheekily. “Debbie needs some help carrying those cartons upstairs, though. Thanks.”

The door swung shut and sexual tension hung between the two in the crisp coolness of the refrigerated air. Shelley broke the silence.

“I’ll grab the Corona if you can bring the Johnnie Walker cans,” she said, a bit unsure what to do.

She moved to the pile of cartons and bent over to pick up the box. She felt him behind her. First, his crotch against the back of her legs, then his hands on her thighs. She stood up as his hands moved up the length of her body, moving around her front. She leaned back into him, his breath on her neck, his hardness pressing into her.

Moaning gently, her hands found their way behind her and stroked him above his pants. His breathing became heavier and he kissed her neck hard. Shelley grabbed Ted’s hand and guided it down her front and under her tight, black skirt. His fingers made their way under her lace knickers to stroke her wet pussy.

Behind them, the door opened, but they were too horny to notice. Debbie had returned and approached the couple, whose backs were facing her. She pushed her body with her big tits against Ted’s back and her hands went inside his pants to join Shelley’s.

Shelley smiled, knowing it was her friend. She could have predicted Deb wouldn’t stay away too long. She was the horniest woman Shelley knew.

Ted groaned in ecstasy as the two sexy young woman played with his cock; his fingers dipping deep in Shelley’s pussy, daring her to cum. As if on cue, Shelley squirted on his hand. “Lick it,” she whispered.

Drinking Shelley’s sweet orgasm off his skin, Ted noticed Debbie wanted some too. He offered her his hand and she sucked his fingers. Desperate for more, Shelley took Debbie’s face in her hands and kissed her. Ted watched as the two women licked each other’s lips, their hands everywhere.

The pile of beer cartons was at the perfect height for Shelley to hop up on and offer her pussy to Debbie, who responded by pulling off Shelley’s lace g-string and hungrily plunging her tongue inside. Ted stood back, watching Shelley’s pleasure as Debbie gently sucked, nibbled and licked her friend to orgasm.

Shelley came hard and the women kissed, sharing the cum between them. “Your turn,” Shelley whispered.

They swapped places. Debbie opened her legs and Shelley bent over to eat the soaking wet cunt in front of her; her own pussy glistening with juices and begging Ted to take it.

As if reading his mind, Shelley turned and looked at him, licking Debbie’s cream off her lips. “It’s yours,” she purred.

Ted took out his cock and drove it into her cunt. She yelped with pleasure and her tongue plunged deeper into Debbie who groaned with delight. Ted fucked harder, Shelley sucked and licked faster and the three moved in unison, begging for each thrust from each other.

Putting her fingers inside Debbie to bring her to the ultimate climax, Ted readied himself to cum with Shelley. Grabbing her tight little arse, his cock moved harder and faster inside her. She pushed back against him, her arse bouncing against him as he watched her munching on Debbie’s smooth, perfect pussy.

They came together.

Ted straightened up with Shelley, holding her against him. She turned back and kissed him. Debbie moved forward and kissed them both. He could taste each woman on the other’s lips and he felt a stirring in his cock.

Reading his mind, Debbie smiled, her hands moving to Shelley’s breast, circling her nipple with her finger. “We’ll need another beer run later,” she murmured.

Ted tidied himself up, grabbed two cartons of beer and headed to the door. “I’m in. I’ll meet you here,” he said.

As the door closed behind him, the girls started to laugh. “Just like old times!” Debbie giggled. “Better get back to work. Those engines are revving!”

TEQUILA AND GROUP SEX – by Marcus Armstrong

As with many a good story it began with tequila.

Debbie and I sat in the casino bar contemplating whether we should go. We reasoned that the decision could only be made after we’d had shots. In the warm haze that followed, we kissed and sealed our fate. In the taxi Debbie took my hand and we journeyed in silence: we were in this together. Our destination was a non-descript door set among shops and other businesses on a main road in the suburbs. It could have been an accountant, a real estate agent, an art gallery. But inside and up the stairs was a swingers club.

Our relationship was relatively new but we had jumped in at the deep end with no looking back. Debbie and I had both come out of relationships that had become stale and were devoid of risk taking. Tonight was antidote to that. However, both of us being professionals with a number of tertiary qualifications to our name, this was not something we would be able to talk about lineing up for the coffee machine at work on Monday morning. We were, to all appearances, a picture of respectability. Swingers clubs might be something that most of us hold some curious fascination about, but how many of us actually know someone who’d go to one? It conjures up images of keys in bowls and poorly trimmed moustaches. We were both going far out of our comfort zones and there were understandable misgivings: who knew what we would find at the top of the stairs? While it had been my idea to come here, Debbie held similar fascinations, but she was also wary about not becoming the centre of some male fantasy. We had set rules for the night in advance.

We found ourselves in a darkened bar that could have been any nightclub, save for the porn playing on the television screens and that everyone was dressed in their underwear. And there were lockers. As far as venues go, the swingers club is friendlier than your average club; there is no difficulty in sparking up a conversation. As per protocol we dressed down to underwear and, with the effects of tequila fading, ordered another drink.

It was time to explore. Debbie took my hand and we wandered through the maze of corridors and different themed rooms. We giggled like a couple of teenagers, the sound and smell of sex were all around. We breathlessly listened at doors. Any misgivings that Debbie had previously held about the place had completely dissipated. She was clearly energised and stimulated by this new environment, displaying a poise I hadn’t seen before as she led me around the shadowy maze.

We eventually got chatting with a South African couple. It was a pleasant enough conversation but it became clear that they were losing their attraction for each other and had come here trying to spark something. They were a good looking couple and we would have been happy to play with them, but later Debbie and I agreed there was something distinctly unattractive about people who weren’t attracted to each other anymore.

It was the most erotic thing I had ever seen.

It was the most erotic thing I had ever seen.

Moving to the main play area we found a sexy couple naked on a mattress as she was animatedly sucked his cock. A lithe brunette, she must have been a regular attendee, known to the gathering crowd as Rachelle. He lay on his back, as she bent over him, her delicious ass pointing upwards. It was confronting and arousing. This might have been a commonplace scene in a porn, but here it was happening in front of us. We were both transfixed and took a seat; to feed our arousal we kissed deeply. Another couple were seated next to us also enjoying the display on the floor. She was dressed in elaborate red lingerie and spoke in an Eastern European accent. We affectionately dubbed them the Romanian Couple. With barely any interaction the woman reclined back into Debbie’s lap and they began kissing. As this became more intense the couple asked us to join them in a private room. By this time we had caught the attention of Rachelle and her partner who asked if they could join us. There were then six bodies in a small room and things were happening fast. Rachelle dropped to her knees and began eating out the Romanian woman and sliding her fingers into Debbie’s aroused pussy. The Romanian woman pulled down the straps of Debbie’s lingerie revealing her large, firm breasts and both women moved, beginning to feast on them. It was the most erotic thing I had ever seen. I was holding Debbie from behind, hard against her watching this display of raw sexuality unfold.

We stripped off any remaining items of clothing and exchanged passionate kisses with other members of the group: Debbie was kissing Rachelle’s partner and Rachelle was on my lips. I was surprised at my reaction to watching Debbie being kissed by another man. In this context it was incredibly arousing. Making our way to the floor, Debbie lay on her back and spread her legs; Rachelle got down on all fours. I entered Debbie while Rachelle’s partner took her from behind. Meanwhile the Romanians were still involved: she perched on my back while he fucked her. I could feel their every move. Six bodies were now moving together: thrusting, groping, fucking. Meanwhile, Debbie and I took turns kissing Rachelle and our hands went to her pussy. It felt like soft velvet and we could feel him thrusting inside her. This wasn’t exactly swinging, it was something more intimate. We were each with our own partner but feeling the bodies of everyone else, sharing this incredible sexual energy. I’m not sure how long we kept at this, time seemed irrelevant. Eventually we moved to a larger room. I’m not exactly sure why. Maybe it was time for an audience, maybe we just wanted to be able to stretch out in a bigger, more ventilated space. As we walked down the corridor naked, we passed by the South African couple from earlier in the night.

“Wow. You guys didn’t waste any time!” he said to us, a hint of envy in his voice. And it was true we didn’t. We might have had some hesitations about going to this place, but once there we were committed to experiencing all that we could without pause.

The six of us went to a public room with a large, round bed in the middle and continued in much the same fashion as we had in the smaller room. An audience grew around us. It was a turn-on to have people watching us and hear their groans of approval. This time I took Debbie from behind who had now developed a deep fascination with Rachelle’s cunt. She was displaying an awesome confidence I had never seen before: she was directing the show. Any fears of being some pawn in a male fantasy had long been cast aside; this was Debbie’s fantasy and she was in complete control. With her hand on Rachelle’s pussy she gave the orders to Rachelle’s partner: “I want to you to make her cum,” she said, while also forbidding him to cum until she said so. Debbie held Rachelle’s gaze, and with a hand on her, Rachelle orgasmed. The sexual energy passing between the two women was an incredible thing to behold.

At the end of the evening Debbie and I found our way to a private room, and having held back through the night, I came alone with her. It was a beautiful and loving moment and I think it was then that both of us knew that we had a partner who was perfectly suited, who could balance the crazy, dirty moments with the loving, intimate ones.

We had gone there with a sense of curiosity, knowing that it would be far out of our comfort zone. But it was, in fact, a better experience that I could have imagined. It wasn’t freaky or salacious: just the most natural act on earth, only shared when we would usually keep it safely locked away. And it wasn’t in any way about ogling other people, it was about us as a couple. We began the night together and never left each other’s side before ending the night together. We each definitively knew that we had an audacious partner who would never settle for the mundane.

That was a few years ago now, and it was that night that we really fell in love.

Thank you tequila.

CONFESSIONS OF A HIGH CLASS SEX WORKER – as told to Deborah Bennett

Most people’s getting-ready-for-work routine is a shower, sensible work clothes, a piece of toast and a ride on public transport; while mine couldn’t be further from that.

After a shower, shave and douche, you’ll find me sorting through my overflowing collection of lingerie, pulling on silk stockings, applying make-up and a gentle spritz of Lady Million by Paco Rabanne; then I’m ready to greet my client who has been booked and screened prior to his arrival.

It takes just an hour to transform from Pippa: the girl who was educated at an exclusive Lutheran college and grew up in the leafy greens of Adelaide, into Grace Bellavue: high class sex worker.

I meet my client at my city apartment with a kiss, we chat, have a drink and I lead him to the bedroom where my workday really begins.

But my business wasn’t always this way.

When I chose to become a sex worker at 17 years old, things were different.

I was underage with a fake ID, and every weekend I’d go to a brothel and lie to my parents, telling them I was going to a party.

When I finally told my family I was a sex worker, they kicked me out, although I think they secretly knew what I was doing all along.

What I was doing was being paid $35 for 15 minutes and seeing around 8-13 clients a night.

When I broke it to them, Dad cried, Mum vomited and they gave me an ultimatum, but I had made up my mind – I wanted to be a sex worker.

At the brothel, I worked for a manager whose face was tired from years in an unforgiving industry.

This inspired me to choose the name Grace, because Grace was a nice name and I wanted to be a nice hooker.

My first time was horrific; I was pounded for 40 minutes by a hairy, sweaty business man who grunted on arrival and snorted on departure.

I sat in the toilet swabbing the blood and nursing my dignity when one of the old girls came in and said, “Honey, you don’t have to let them do that, you know. You’re in charge.”

That’s when it changed and I started directing my own show.

My business is my baby and I have built it from the ground up; I love my job and I can’t imagine doing anything else.

Through sex work I have met some incredibly inspirational people, had some remarkable experiences, and have been lucky enough to travel.

Recently I took some time off from work for personal reasons; I had become depressed and I got quite lost so my holiday in Africa is a chance to get Pippa back after a difficult six months.

Sometimes my Grace persona creeps into my Pippa-life which makes it difficult to switch off; the phone is constantly ringing for bookings and enquiries, emails are nagging at me and occasionally the costume I wear starts to become heavy.

As Grace, I have to look good all the time which means Pippa can’t be lazy very often.

It’s hard to turn off the sex, especially when I’d only had sex a couple of times before I worked in a brothel, so my entire sexual life, aside from those few experiences, has been in performance mode.

The sex I have with my clients, though in abundance, is all partner focussed which means often I spend so much of my time pleasing others, I forget to please myself.

I can count on two hands how many times someone has made me orgasm despite having had over five thousand partners

I rarely fake an orgasm, though, because it would be an indication that someone is doing something right when they’re not and that defies the purpose of my job.

Often men come to see me for guidance and education so if I’m giving them fake responses, they’re not learning anything and I am not doing my job as a sexual mentor.

An orgasm, for me, is also an emotional response so I can only really climax with someone I am in love with but there’s not much room for love with my job and I would find it difficult to give up my job for a partner.

I am often asked if my world is as glamorous as Pretty Woman or Secret Diary of a Call Girl and at times, it is – I received gifts, wear gorgeous lingerie and have sex with incredibly wealthy men.

But the main difference is the hard work that goes into making a client happy so they can leave knowing they have had the experience they paid for (around $800 an hour).

And yes, I kiss! It seems strange to me that kissing would off limits when anal sex is not!

Despite the stereotype, I didn’t go into my industry because I needed quick money to feed an addiction or keep debt collectors at bay.

I chose to have sex for a living because I was young, curious, and horny and I loved being Grace Bellavue.

These days, I’ve developed my business to a point where I can pick and choose when I work, who I work with and where I work.

Sometimes I take Grace on tour where I travel to different cities and spend my holidays in the bedrooms of some of the best hotels with the most beautiful views in the country.

Sometimes I work with other sex workers and sometimes, like this year, I take some time off to travel or rest; but it’s always on my terms and I’m not sure I would ever want to change that.

Every day is different in my job and I have the pleasure of sleeping with some beautiful men and women.

I have a lot of regular clients who I have developed a good relationship with and who I have grown very fond of; my youngest client has been 18 but my oldest client is 83.

My married, or attached, clients come to see me because it’s a non-judgemental space and they can give over the desires they can’t necessarily communicate to their partners.

It’s far more discreet and less stressful than an affair.

Sometimes men have a fantasy in their minds that they’d love to play out but know their partner would be against it; that’s where I come in.

A lot of my married clients prefer to come to me to live out their sexual fantasies rather than put their partner in an awkward position, or jeopardise their marriage or partner’s trust.

Some of my clients come to me when they are tired, stressed or in a slump and they treat our time as they would a psychologist’s, but with less psychobabble and more stimulation; I listen, understand and give them a chance to just be free for the duration of our booking.

I see many couples who come to spice up their relationship, live out a fantasy or treat each other to a sexy weekend, which I love because I am very attracted to women; and sexy play with couples is always a lot of fun.

My life as Grace Bellavue is beautifully chaotic and I wouldn’t change any of my experiences for anything, but it has been an incredible journey to get to a stage where I can proudly call myself a sex worker with the support of my friends and family, and know I am a business woman who has built a company from the ground to the success it is now.

A STEAMY LIASON – by Deborah Bennett

The cool water lapped around my body and I submerged myself one last time, swimming to the surface to float on my back. My hair tickled my shoulders and the gentle waves created by my body massaged my head, sending pleasurable tremors of excitement down through me and back up again. God, I was sensitive when hung-over. A swim in the hotel’s pool had been the perfect thing.

Against the pool’s edge, my husband rested his head, his body enveloped by the water. His eyes were closed and his chest gently raised and fell. He was feeling as rough as I was after his cousin’s wedding the night before where we’d drunk ours and everyone else’s share of red wine.

I swam to him and he instinctively invited me against his body. I buried my face in his neck and enjoyed his buoyant form freely swaying in time with me.

We were alone in the lap pool, except for a younger couple nearby. I recognised them from the wedding; they were on the bride’s side. They were splashing each other, kissing and laughing. She caught me looking at her and smiled cheekily, running her hand down her man’s chest until I couldn’t see it. He responded by running his hand over her breast, into her bikini top and fingering her nipple. They didn’t seem to care they that we were there.

Feeling Mark get hard against me, I realised he was watching them too. “I’m ready to get out,” I whispered to him. I felt as if we should leave the other couple alone and I was now desperately horny.

“Why don’t we go in the steam room for a bit before we go back to the room?” he whispered. His breath against my ear sent electricity through me and I was willing to go wherever he wanted me to.

I felt the girl watch us as we climbed out of the pool, grabbed our towels and headed to the steam room. I looked back and she smirked sexily while her man kissed her neck. I smiled back and let the steam room door close behind me.

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The white, tiled room was perfectly clouded in steam to hide us from the world outside but light enough that the heat wasn’t stifling.

Mark pulled me towards him, kissing me hard. It was obvious he wanted me and the thrill of having other people right outside was achingly sexy.

He sat on the bench which was wet with condensation and pulled me down on him, hungrily grabbing at my wet body and kissing the back of my neck as I faced away from him.

The door opened suddenly, giving us a fright. I jumped up, holding my towel against me. It was the couple from the pool.

“Sorry to startle you,” the man said with a sexy English accent. “Katie and I just wondered if we could join you?” He offered his hand to Mark to shake, introduced himself as Peter then climbed to the second level bench, his dark eyes settled on Katie.

Katie moved closer to me, reached up and moved a piece of my hair that had stuck to my cheek. “You’re incredibly sexy,” she mumbled. As she touched me, my body, like a magnet, gravitated towards her. “I’d like to kiss you,” she said.

Mark and I had only ever dabbled in group sex once before and I’m not sure how these two decided we’d be keen to couple with them; perhaps they just took a gamble, but I was completely under Katie’s spell and willing to go with whatever was about to happen.

I gently tugged the top of her bikini bottoms, pulling her to me, and kissed her mouth. Women are so delicious to kiss. They are so soft and passionate. The steam in the room was making me sweat but the feel of her small, firm breasts against my large ones was making me hotter. She undid the halter neck of my bathers and smiled at my exposed tits. “My god,” she gasped. “They’re incredible! Look, Pete! Aren’t they incredible? Don’t you want to touch them?”

Katie took my breasts in both hands, kissing, licking, teasing and playing with them. I could hear the guys’ breathing getting heavier as they watched us enjoy each other. My hands ran all over her slim, tight, wet body, taking off her bikini and touching her smooth, waxed vagina. Her knees buckled slightly as I circled my fingers around her beautiful little pussy, teasing her and then sliding my finger inside her.

This seemed to be too much for Peter and he groaned with desire. Katie giggled. “Are you feeling left out, babe?” she purred, and as if to drive him totally crazy, pushed me down on the bench, spread my legs and knelt in front of me. She looked up at me; her blonde hair wet against her face and her big blue eyes danced with playfulness. “I’m hungry,” she laughed and plunged her tongue deep inside me, biting, licking, sucking and bringing me to orgasm.

Licking me off her lips, she climbed up to Peter and took his cock in her mouth. Mark had been quietly watching the whole show unfold but was obviously aching with desire now and I wanted him just as badly. Katie knelt on the first bench, making a meal of Peter’s cock while Mark bent me over and slid inside me easily; I was still wet from Katie’s mouth.

Unable to handle watching Katie’s little pussy bobbing up and down while she pleasured Peter, I manoeuvred ourselves over to her, took her arse in my hands and licked her vagina. This drove Mark crazy and made him fuck me harder, so I licked her harder, which made her suck Peter harder. Sweating, fucking, sucking and licking, the sex in the air was pungent and delicious; each one of us pleasuring each other in a train of desire.

I felt that Mark was ready to cum and I wanted us to all climax together so at the right moment, I pushed two fingers into Katie, licked her clit and ground against her g-spot with my knuckles. She yelped with pleasure which set of a chain reaction. She grabbed Peter’s cock, making him orgasm in her mouth, she orgasmed on my tongue and Mark came deep inside me.

Breathless and spent, we sat, comforted by the steam which cradled our bodies, providing the perfect after-sex atmosphere. Katie and I dressed in silence, kissed one last time then said our farewells.

On leaving the steam room, we noticed another couple had decided on a swim. They greeted us as we walked past. “Hot in there?” the woman asked.

“Yes!” we all agreed in unison and then dissolved in giggles before going our separate ways.